Welcome To My 7-Coloured World
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?
Monday, August 20, 2007
I'm havin diarrhea now! I'm sure Geri knows how it feels.
It's true, diarrhea = die, rear!
That was just a thought that appeared in my mind after having gone to the toilet many times. zzz.
xoxo Jank
6:10 PM
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Monday, August 13, 2007
Just been to an aneroxic girl's webby, as shown by Alice. Well, it surely makes me feel like starving myself(though I know it's stupid)....
.... An Apple a day keeps the doctor away, huh? Then maybe an apple a day it shall be then, just an apple a day.
Or Maybe Not.
xoxo Jank
10:44 PM
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Saturday, August 4, 2007
How come I feel so deprived of social life after looking at some of my friends' friendster pics? I feel so lonely all of a sudden. So sad, suddenly.
I turn to retail therapy, but it's no use. After the spending, many thoughts come into my mind again. And it's confusing me. Why do things have to be so confusing?
Am I not someone nice? Why do I see so many people with bad characters having happy lives? They have people to care for them, but who cares about me?
My best friends don't even ask about me. Some friends make use of me.
Why do I bother staying happy? Do people really only care about pretty people? What should I do then? When I need people to talk to, I always call them at the wrong time. Then what should I do to change this?
Is it truly me? Is it truly my problem that no one cares?
Who reads what I write here anyway? Bull shit. Everything's bullshit.
If you're not pretty, people don't even bother if you die.
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I think i'm on the way to slipping back into depression again.
Please don't let it come, please don't.
Happy thoughts, think happy thoughts.
xoxo Jank
7:52 AM
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Kenny has been nice. He praised me everytime he saw me. Saying how much prettier i've become and how much slimmer and slimmer i've become. I thank him. But somehow I don't think it's true.
In fact, from the last time I saw him and his colleagues(they're my hairstylists), I've actually gained weight. But still, I'm happy. hahaha!
But I mustn't let this small achievement get to my head, and start bingeing all over again. I MUST LOSE MORE! yay.
Whatever. I must say I actually am quite pleased with how I look like, except for my D.C. though.But human beings are never content.
Being random, I suddenly feel like saying this. I love GOD! =)
Tomorrow i'm going to the church. yay.
xoxo Jank
7:22 AM
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Today I informed my in-charge that I couldn't report for work, due to a rashes outbreak on my arms and legs. Just as I expected, I was allergic to sunscreen lotion. As these few days, the only different thing I've been applying on my skin is the sunscreen lotion. SO... since i'm allergic, I am not suitable for production work. So today, I had a talk with the top boss of the department, and we both decided to have a mutual termination of the contract, waiving the one-month notice. Well, I guess it's something good too. At least i've experienced it and I know it doesn't suit me.
Many things I deem unacceptable happened within the short span of 7 days I was in this company. I will not go into details, but all I can say is that behind all the glamour on screen, is alot of hard work put.
Anyways, a few times I helped them walk to and fro the screen(extras a.k.a what we call, keh-leh-feh). So, if you watch the first 7 episodes of "Huang Jin Lu" that will be released on channel 8 this coming december, you might be able to catch glimpses of me. HAHA!
Now, i'm gonna have to find another job. Hopefully i'll like my next job. At least better than this one. =)
*scurries off in glee from being free at last and itch from the rashes*
xoxo Jank
6:26 AM
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
I miss my SH desk. hahaha.
xoxo Jank
7:47 AM
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Friday, July 6, 2007
My stomach hurts damn bad.
zzZZzzz.
xoxo Jank
10:42 PM
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